Finally...

Today had driving lesson in the afternoon.. then i met JJ and we went to various places..we went to orchard lib then the bank.. after that we went to eat omu rice at taka.. it's quite good.. then we went to popular to buy some books and stationeries for my sis, lastly to the turkey trip briefing.. we lost our ways and we BEHOLD... coz it's raining quite heavily..in the end we are late for the briefing.. after that we went to clark quay to drink.. full pint.. it's very nice la.. thought of some good memories we used to have..

one thing i am glad is i had spend my time ever since i grad, with my 2 best brothers... terence and junjie.. this holiday i had really spend good times with them.. and they are onli the few who you can share eveything to them.. ur life, hobbies, secrets and have fun together.. and they keep secrets for you.. secrets are meant to be kept and they will.. unlike some pple.. there's a saying the best pple to keep your secrets are dead pple.. quite true ya.. let me talk abit about those two guys.. terence.. my playmate since young.. can consider knowing him since i was born.. 20 years.. use to play table tennis in church and other sports every sunday in church and other weekdays too.. we are in the same class every year till now.. 20 years gone like that.. we share all our problems and together we face them.. yea.. alright.. now JJ.. know them in year 1? 2nd sem? through this NPKE thingy.. well.. 1st few sems were didn't really talk much.. maybe that's the process where we start know more each other.. and enjoy each other craziness within.. lol.. gone through alot with him and the rest.. from setting up the club to the our last concert.. it's a long journey.. and i think one of the most enjoyable event is our perth trip.. i think we are really insane there.. doing insane stuff.. but we will do more insane stuff in turkey..lol.. but it took some time.. coz i am really introvert kind and so is he.. for us to get together talk do take some time ya.. lol.. one day if we are will be broke.. i think more or less will be the same reasons.. concert.. wines.. buying CDs.. and what can we do to save ourself? sell those books or cds with the famous pianist signatures.. lol

alright.. i am ok now..feeling abit emo last week.. but now i am ok alr.. coz i decided to let go of some stuff which i not suppose to hold on... i know this will be the right decision.. coz if u cant even find a person with the definite feeling to you then what's the point? not that i say u must and can onli date pple u know u will marry in the future.. but AT LEAST the basic things must work out.. i hate short term relationships.. if u know it cant work out in the beginning then why start it in the 1st place.. coz we are filled with emo.. learning to be rationale than emo is a very difficult lesson.. but we got to learn it one day either by the hard way or.... ya..

another insane idea.. i wana dye my hair white.. i think it's very cool.. look at those old russian pianist with that white hair.. when they walk out of the concert hall.. oooo.. can sense it.. the charisma.. the maturity in it.. maybe this is really what you call stage presence which is really essential for concert pianist.. even if you didn't really play well.. but with that stage presence you will win the audience heart.. ok.. JJ.. please dye white too.. go go..