Finally.. it's here

Alright.. now it's like less than 24 hours i will be leaving this place for 2 weeks.. received my NS enlistment letter today.. serving my country on 27th july.. wooo.. this is a god given day man.. coz i really hope my enlistment can be after 25th july.. why.. coz i got driving test on the 25th july.. and just the right timing..2 days after my test i am going in.. so that means i must pass the 1st time.. lol.. well.. i think this is a must go through period for all singporean guys.. so just go in and have fun. get it done and you can do what u want to do after that..

this trip serves as a holiday, eye opener and a real break for me perhaps.. get away from here and maybe when u come back i will have new thoughts about the things around me.. hard to say.. rather than always going online and blogging here.. lol.. that's really no life leh.. u write blog.. pple read.. somehow somethings happen in the past where pple like to gossip, backstab after they read pple blog.. that's the worst way you can ever invite pple to quarrel and fight.. so the best is just blog in general.. lol.. afterall you can just keep those feelings or very personal opinion to yourself.. else if you are those who just want to blog and dont care about anything then you are inviting lots of troubles.. lol..

went to have dinner at my godson's place... going to be one year old next month.. hmmm.. got to buy one small sneaker for him.. yea.. will get it when i am back.. alright.. time to go.. cya in 2 weeks time..

1 more day..

got to know some good and bad news today..got letter from NTU.. was accepted into sch of bio science.. but was entered into the 1st year.. i am not extremely happy or keen about it.. still got other plans in mind.. will still reply and hold on the place 1st and see what i decide to do.. afterall still got some time to think about exactly where and what i am going to study in the future..

2nd piece of news.. JJ going army on the 14th June.. damm surprise la.. i will miss one person to go PIANO fest.. my gosh.. haiz.. nobody will like buy CDs and chiong to set autograph.. lol. but dont worry.. i will buy cds for you and sell it away.. lol.. now you make me also feeling uptight.. but not going to bother about it till i am back from turkey.. just going to enjoy myself lor..

today met up JJ for lunch at the new food fare at AMK hub.. then we went to see this chiropractor at AMK blk 511.. had a hard time finding that place.. but well hope you will recover soon.. ya.. else also feel pai seh to recommend him to you.. so must get well..

after that.. i went to esplanade lib to wait for weili.. coz i feel lazy and it's really quite inconvenient to go there from AMK.. so i nua at lib and wait for him to buy the camera charger.. lol..after i met up with wl and lh.. we went for dinner.. then to selegie famous soya bean shop.. since our movie going to start onli at 7.30.. we decided to play pool at paradize.. wl and lh are good la.. i am not a pool player man.. lol.. watched the reaping tonight.. not a very nice movie.. but well shall wait for the summer season where you can watch till you broke and drop dead.. lots of coming up next month..

alright.. one more day.. and i will be gone for some time.. think it's a great chance for me to get away from here for some time.. to freshen up and maybe will have new thoughts when i come back.. k.. ciaoz...

Counting down...

Had class gathering or bday celebration last friday.. Jessie's bday!!.. We had dinner at vivo.. asian kitchen.. lots of fun man.. i had this "Suan La noodle" with added spicyness and vingear from DORA.. she added like nobody business.. luckily i will able to finish up the noodle.. I was sitting beside this girl who communicates with me by writing on her note book..haha.. that's zhiyi.. she had her second operation on her vocal cords coz her 1st operation overhealed.. lol.. Mrs tang joined us for the dinner.. After that we went to cut the cake... a home made fruit cake by kelvin if i am not wrong.. there's mango, kiwi and strawberries in it.. oh ya.. forget to mention they keep making fun of me.. coz i believe in jessie's april fool day sms.. she bluffed me man.. alright.. i am not going to say out the joke.. if u wana know.. then u can ask her urself.. lol..

after that.. we spend to spend some time to drink coffee..so i was sitting beside zhiyi.. was talking to her about some stuff... lol.. now u knoe some stuff about me.. lol..think it's a good chat.. dont know since how long we can sit down like that and talk like nobody business.. by the time we finish talking it's about 11 plus alr.. reach home about 12.30.. i think it's a good time spent with them after we grad..

went back to NCC on sat to clear some of my stuff there.. after that went lunch at houseman.. then we went to wine gallery where we had our free wine tasting session.. i took a brief look at the wine tasting notes and i think it badly written.. after drinking the wine that they had.. it's really quite disappointing.. expected abit more from them.. but i think crystal wine are more generous in this area.. drank a few glasses then i went to meet terence in orchard.. waited at the orchard library.. we shop and walk around then we went down to church..

we had combined fellowship on sat.. the topic is "we are one family".. we invited this pastor to give us more insights into how we can really behave as a family.. hmmm.. lots of inspiration from the service.. but if u wana know more about it.. you can ask me.. lol..

went to church in the morning.. reach home in the evning.. then i had family gathering tonight.. lots food as usual.. lol.. bbq lots of stuff.. though not all turn up we still had lots of fun.. chatting..

alright.. just read some news.. there is some protest going in turkey.. ankara.. lol.. 300,00 pple protesting for some minster contesting in the presidency election.. lol.. hope everything will tone down soon by coming friday.. lol..

counting down.. 5 days.. tukey.. here i come..

Finally...

Today had driving lesson in the afternoon.. then i met JJ and we went to various places..we went to orchard lib then the bank.. after that we went to eat omu rice at taka.. it's quite good.. then we went to popular to buy some books and stationeries for my sis, lastly to the turkey trip briefing.. we lost our ways and we BEHOLD... coz it's raining quite heavily..in the end we are late for the briefing.. after that we went to clark quay to drink.. full pint.. it's very nice la.. thought of some good memories we used to have..

one thing i am glad is i had spend my time ever since i grad, with my 2 best brothers... terence and junjie.. this holiday i had really spend good times with them.. and they are onli the few who you can share eveything to them.. ur life, hobbies, secrets and have fun together.. and they keep secrets for you.. secrets are meant to be kept and they will.. unlike some pple.. there's a saying the best pple to keep your secrets are dead pple.. quite true ya.. let me talk abit about those two guys.. terence.. my playmate since young.. can consider knowing him since i was born.. 20 years.. use to play table tennis in church and other sports every sunday in church and other weekdays too.. we are in the same class every year till now.. 20 years gone like that.. we share all our problems and together we face them.. yea.. alright.. now JJ.. know them in year 1? 2nd sem? through this NPKE thingy.. well.. 1st few sems were didn't really talk much.. maybe that's the process where we start know more each other.. and enjoy each other craziness within.. lol.. gone through alot with him and the rest.. from setting up the club to the our last concert.. it's a long journey.. and i think one of the most enjoyable event is our perth trip.. i think we are really insane there.. doing insane stuff.. but we will do more insane stuff in turkey..lol.. but it took some time.. coz i am really introvert kind and so is he.. for us to get together talk do take some time ya.. lol.. one day if we are will be broke.. i think more or less will be the same reasons.. concert.. wines.. buying CDs.. and what can we do to save ourself? sell those books or cds with the famous pianist signatures.. lol

alright.. i am ok now..feeling abit emo last week.. but now i am ok alr.. coz i decided to let go of some stuff which i not suppose to hold on... i know this will be the right decision.. coz if u cant even find a person with the definite feeling to you then what's the point? not that i say u must and can onli date pple u know u will marry in the future.. but AT LEAST the basic things must work out.. i hate short term relationships.. if u know it cant work out in the beginning then why start it in the 1st place.. coz we are filled with emo.. learning to be rationale than emo is a very difficult lesson.. but we got to learn it one day either by the hard way or.... ya..

another insane idea.. i wana dye my hair white.. i think it's very cool.. look at those old russian pianist with that white hair.. when they walk out of the concert hall.. oooo.. can sense it.. the charisma.. the maturity in it.. maybe this is really what you call stage presence which is really essential for concert pianist.. even if you didn't really play well.. but with that stage presence you will win the audience heart.. ok.. JJ.. please dye white too.. go go..

Up and downs...

This week is the busiest week i had ever since i grad.. other than that this week there's lots of up and downs too.. emotionally.. Had good friday worship service on thurs night.. This year's theme is "Tenebrae". This is a latin word which means shadows. The main purpose of this year's theme is to recreate the emotional aspects of the passion story where we are brought through how Jesus died for us on the cross in a chronological manner. In the service we include solemn hymns, sermon, holy communion along with scripture narrated in between them. The whole service is divided into seven parts which were represented by the 7 candles on the stage. Each part, there is a assigned reader to the scripture. I am one of those who are narrating it. The candle in the middle represent Jesus, which will be last candle to be blown off after each scripture is being read.

So i enjoyed the whole service and i like this concept too.. There's acapella singing too.. think is fun singing with my brothers... In the end, the worship hall will be in total darkness when the last candle is blown off.. This is what we have for the whole evening.. just need to remind myself of why Jesus died on the cross for us.. i always believe in a person really need to know what is god's love before we can really go and love the pple around us.. if you can even love a god who just died on the cross for us, who constantly forgive us our sins how can we expect ourselves to love pple around us esp our partners who are also sinners... hmmmm....

Good friday.. I was appointed to lead a praise and worship session for about 1.5 to 2 hours.. i really crack my brain to think and source for new ideas of how to lead this service.. finally thought of using The Last Supper as the setting for the praise and worship session. So choose and prepared the slides too.. But the most impt and difficult part is to prepare verse and what to say during the session.. so source for materials and added some of the biblical understanding to it.. All thanks to my brothers, terence, zhaoqi, weili to help me out before and during the session.. Zq helped me to source for songs and help me with the ppt and the video.. he did a video with a song added to it as a intro for the session that night.. wl help with lots of stuff too.. too many.. lol.. and terence played the piano that night.. although there are some problems during the session.. but i think overall we had achieved what god wants and that's the whole purpose of it.. thanks... Personally, when i am preparing the materials and the verses, i gained alot of insights to it.. especially at this period of my life..

hmmmm.. just some random thoughts.. maybe having a blog also dont allow me to just say how i feel about something... realised somethings which i think i should not really this week. it just make me more troubled.. 1st time i cant sleep for a few nights thinking of this problem?.. dont even know if i should term it as a problem.. i seldom cant sleep when i am tired.. i will just sit and sleep and wake up in the morning.. even during my FYP i will jus snore and sleep.. lol..
hmmm. alright.. i will let go.. ok.. will write more about good friday event when i am in the mood..

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